After I visited to Zona's blog I tried to contact with her because I wanted to ask her the things about blogging. I knew Zona through Seng's blog. Very luckily, when I was about to finish browsing her blog I saw that her last message was posted 10 minutes ago. So, I tried to contact with her via ICQ. It's already 2.30am, don't know whether she's still online or not. Yes! She was there and we chatted about half an hour. I asked her to teach me some techniques to maintain a blog and she told me she only met with Seng once. I thought Seng and her is very close but I was wrong. I went to her boyfriend's web site. It was fantastic......damn cool man! Check this out: Morpheuse

For the very first time I went to my church's Youth Fellowship at Brother Chin Yau's house just some walks from my house. In that fellowship Sister May (Foh Yee's mother) contributed a interesting question: Is that wrong to become wealthy? Pastor Woon gave a very surprise answer (for me). He said: let only Christians become rich. What opinion was that? I bet even if you're Christian you also won't agree with him, right? It's not fair. I wanted to tell my opinions but I was to shy to say something in public. My opinion - it's not wrong for someone to have wealth but have to see whether how he/she get this wealthy. Besides, does him/her know how to spend their wealth happily? You have to know that not every rich man lives a happy life. If someone isn't happy to being too rich why don't he/she give it up before it's too late (too old to do that) and try to live a brand new life in a simple way? Someone may not dare to try it but you'll never know if you never try.

How do you measure money? It's very important to everyone and I agreed with that but somehow some people put it first place in their life. I used to do that also but I've started to change since last year. Now, for me it's like a medium to exchange our labour with other goods and services. It's only a piece papers, easy come and easy go. You get your salary every month and you spend it off in the end of the month also but eventually you'll also get another salary next month. It's a circular flow. People always fight with something that related with money including my family members to me. Why all the people so conscious about money? Last week I lost my hand phone on the ktm. Immediately I went to search for a new phone. The second day I decided to buy the Nokia 6510 at a hand phone shop near my college but the guy asked me to pay the deposit first. That day I not yet get my allowance nor cash the RM800 cheque by SAiiNEE Networks so, I went to borrow from my classmates. No one seemed to be very helpful though they really didn't have that much of money (I could see that though their eyes) except Coby but he didn't borrow me the money in the end because the bank didn't allow him to withdraw money without NRIC (he lost his wallet last week). One of them really was very helpful to teach me in studies but not in this matter. This is only an example. But, do you know why they were like that?

19 May 2003 belated journal
A bad day....lost my handphone on the ktm with all my contacts in the sim card. I asked the officer to called the train's driver and search for me the handphone but nothing was discovered. Coby just lost his wallet with two Jay Chow's concert tickets and now my turn to loss something. Supposed I can pay Jin back the money already as I just finished constructing the web site for SAiiNEE Networks but now needed money to buy a new handset. Decided to buy Nokia 6510 because the it has good features and function but a bad news again that is Nokia 6510 is out of stock and will not be distributed anymore. The dealer told me may be because they (Nokia) wanted to push the Nokia 8310 and that is why they stop distributing Nokia 6510. If really can't find any Nokia 6510 my final resort is to buy Nokia 8310 already which has the similar function with it. Because I decided to buy Nokia 6510 but my first ideal phone was Nokia 3610 which only costs RM430, which is RM330 cheaper than my final choice.

Get a new project from SAiiNEE Networks, is a Grammar project which required Macromedia Authorware to develope it. I charged him RM500 for this project but I think this isn't enough for me and he only paid RM400 for the web site I did for him.........*not satisfied*.......he said I'll earn more from doing maintainance for him in the future worr.....Before that I went to Popular Bookstore this afternoon. I was so excited to see so many books and I like books very much even though I seldom really finish reading a book. My dream is to open a biggest bookstore in the world as I can browse through the books all days and nights. I found only two Authorware books, the fifth and the sixth version there and I then sat down on the floor (although it was a bit dirty) and started browsing he fifth version book to discover how does Authorware really work. After all I think Authorware is quite simple to use to develope a multimedia.

Today after the presentation by Joann's group we went to Sunway Piramid to watch Matrix: Reloaded. I was seating on the left hand side of the cinema and it's definitely not a comfortable seat for me. All the people said it's a great movie. It's a amazing movie and creative, I agreed with that but I just felt that the fighting scene in one place is too long. But this is the first time I went to watch movie with my college classmates.

Now the time is 10:23 and I just reached home 25 minutes because of the movie. This morning I rose at 1.45am to do the Business Communication's assignment - application letter and before that I only slept for 3-4 hours. I'm like a superman already....haha....

I've registered a Yahoo!Group for my class yesterday and spent quite a long time to explore how it really works. But, today Seng said that it's no use because nobody will spend time to visit it.....quite disappointed.

I have begun to write the '100 things about me', hope I'll complete it very soon...

Finally finished the Business Communication Presentation. I was so nervous especially when presenting the application letter part because there were too many details I had covered and explained. The time seem like passing too slow and I thought Ms Malini cannot tahan anymore because I've been talking for so long but after all I just realised I was wrong and this enabled me to fulfil the timing requirement and get a higher mark on that part. My conclusion on this presentation is....F...U...N!!! Because this was the first time we worn a formal attire to present in a group. It was easier to do a presentation in a group because very fun to see that we're all in the same situation.....nervous. I've got the highest marks for this presentation (6.3/10) although only 0.2 marks higher than Seng but it really did surprise me. After our presentation, Ms Malini gave a review on each of our presentation. She asked me why I were in low confidence and I answered her that because of my grammatical mistakes and vocabulary and she disagreed with me and she said these weren't the biggest barriers for me some how they didn't really realise I've made mistakes on grammar. She also said something about my attire and that's why I got the lowest marks on the attire part (half mark lower than others). She said the shirt I was wearing was too big and need a size smaller and the tie also looked old (of course lah that tie is my uncle one's and he didn't use it for a long time liao and I couldn't find any better than that one this morning. I should have asked Jacey to lend me mah.....). Can't believe that Coby spent 60 bucks on a tie because of this presentation and I only spent 10 bucks on a belt but something very good is he did impress many people. Because of that I was quite embarrassed with my attire. Anywhere I really did enjoy and satisfied with this presentation. Also I think Business Communication is a very interesting subject because we've done a lot group works and discussions as I didn't do before in my secondary and primary school.

Hah...I've registered Seng at the Ahmoi.com and also mine with the nicknames s8ngchai and mikechai in the resource centre. Actually I'd registered once long time before but this time I registered along with our pictures.

Today's links:
Ahmoi.com
Monster's resume
Berjaya Resorts (promotion)

Now in the resource centre......mood: panic. Later after the statistics tutorial we'll have our group presentation in the Business Communication tutorial class with the topic Job-Seeking Skills. This is a very good topic as we've learned many things through Ms Malini's lecture but it's quite hard to present it by ourselves. This is the first time I'm wearing formal so weird......

7 May 2003, 1.20am belated journal

Tomorrow morning have to rise at 5.20am and now is already 1.16am and I just came back from the new cyber cafe. Today is the grand opening so we can just play for free there. The computers are not very good and the internet connection is slow. It's not a nice palce to play battle.net but the cyber cafe is very big as it has about 100 computers.

Today Seng didn't come to go college because his grandmother is passed away. Not feeling comfortable or can I say normal as he didn't come because he always come. I failed my statistics exam with the marks of 13.5 over 30 but not feeling sad because I can't change the result already but I can do something for the coming final exam..........study, study and study!
Coby and Aizat thought I'm angry with them because they didn't stay back and do the report. But, I'm not because Joann, Alice and I didn't do the report also because there are only three of us and I forgot to bring the question paper so as them. Three of us just went to take some more pictures of the McDonald's. I think we're doing something bad. Joann and Alice asked me to throw some toilet papers on the floor before I take the picture of male toilet so that we'll have something to write on the report. Joann and Alice said they don't know the due date for the report is tomorrow and we can't finish the report by tomorrow also. So, we decided to pretend we don't know about the due date is Wenesday if Ms. Malini asks about it.....very bad :P..........

I think KK's friend, Yap is a gay because just now KK told me that Yap always touch him on sensitive places and KK feels not likely to see Yap anymore. Actually I've been thinking about this matter before KK told me Yap touched him because Yap always call KK and chat with him as if he didn't have any other friends and Yap also talk about sex with KK. It's very weird to listen that a adult who is about 30 y/o will find a 18 y/o teenager and chat so often. So, I thought that must be something with Yap but KK din't realise anything before may be because he was struggling in love matter and needed someone to talk to.

6 May 2003, 00.54am belated journal

I posted a quite long journal last mid-night but now all gone.....very bad!

Last Friday I went to MPH, Mid Valley after college at 3.45pm and met Jin Ann there. I wanted to look for a Visual FoxPro book but I couldn't one of this book except in the Chinese books department and the book doesn't even has a picture/graphic to explain the program, plain texts only. I went to MPH, Subang Parade the day before also couldn't fing one of it. Why? Is this programming language outdated? But the Star-bookstore program is very powerful and some more programmed by Visual FoxPro. John Ching bought a Physic book which costs RM129.00 and he still needed RM171 purchases in order to apply the MPH membership card which gives only 5% discount with RM300 purchases or 10% with a thousand ringgit purchase. What membership card is that???? So, Jin Ann and I had to buy some books to fullfil the requirement. Jin Ann bought three books and I bought only one. I just finished watching the movie Catch Me If You Can (I borrowed the pirated VCD from Yun Sing) last week and it's quite interesting and that's why I bought the book. Jin Ann bought A Beautiful Mind after I showed him and persuaded him to buy because I'd like to read that book too but the English language used inside is quite difficult for me to understand. So, I asked him to exchange the book with me after I finish my reading. However, I not yet started the reading because there are too many homework due this week and we all haven't begun to do it. The book I bought only costs $7.99 in US dollars but after converting to Malaysian ringgit I had to buy that book with RM33.90. You see because of the low ringgit exchange all Malaysian have to buy expensive books.

Yesterday, I read the newspaper and there is a new discovery by the scientists that men can also produce ovum. Can you imagine? According to the newspaper, the scientists had success carried out the experiments on the rats which have the similar DNA with humans. The newspaper also said that it might be a very good news to gay because they can produce their 'own' child without the woman's ovum....haha.....

This Friday will be my presentation with Seng and Coby but I'm worried about the attire. I don't have any long black pants and I don't want to buy one because no money and I know won't be needed it anymore for some time. It's a waste if I only used it for once. I asked Chang Fatt to lend me his but he's not sure whether he got bring it back from Johor or not. Aiya......Chang Fatt just replied my sms that he doesn't have it. How? Should I go and ask my aunt for money to buy a new pants or wear my brown colour and never worn pants?

6 May 2003, 00.54am belated journal

I posted a quite long journal last mid-night but now all gone.....very bad!

Last Friday I went to MPH, Mid Valley after college at 3.45pm and met Jin Ann there. I wanted to look for a Visual FoxPro book but I couldn't one of this book except in the Chinese books department and the book doesn't even has a picture/graphic to explain the program, plain texts only. I went to MPH, Subang Parade the day before also couldn't fing one of it. Why? Is this programming language outdated? But the Star-bookstore program is very powerful and some more programmed by Visual FoxPro. John Ching bought a Physic book which costs RM129.00 and he still needed RM171 purchases in order to apply the MPH membership card which gives only 5% discount with RM300 purchases or 10% with a thousand ringgit purchase. What membership card is that???? So, Jin Ann and I had to buy some books to fullfil the requirement. Jin Ann bought three books and I bought only one. I just finished watching the movie Catch Me If You Can (I borrowed the pirated VCD from Yun Sing) last week and it's quite interesting and that's why I bought the book. Jin Ann bought A Beautiful Mind after I showed him and persuaded him to buy because I'd like to read that book too but the English language used inside is quite difficult for me to understand. So, I asked him to exchange the book with me after I finish my reading. However, I not yet started the reading because there are too many homework due this week and we all haven't begun to do it. The book I bought only costs $7.99 in US dollars but after converting to Malaysian ringgit I had to buy that book with RM33.90. You see because of the low ringgit exchange all Malaysian have to buy expensive books.

Yesterday, I read the newspaper and there is a new discovery by the scientists that men can also produce ovum. Can you imagine? According to the newspaper, the scientists had success carried out the experiments on the rats which have the similar DNA with humans. The newspaper also said that it might be a very good news to gay because they can produce their 'own' child without the woman's ovum....haha.....

This Friday will be my presentation with Seng and Coby but I'm worried about the attire. I don't have any black long pants and I don't want to buy one because no money and I know won't be needed it anymore for some time. It's a waste if I only used it for once. I asked Chang Fatt to lend me his but he's not sure whether he got bring it back from Johor or not. Aiya......Chang Fatt just replied my sms that he doesn't have it. How? Should I go and ask my aunt for money to buy a new pants or wear my brown colour and never worn pants?

Oh...God!!! All the the things I typed yesterday midnight disappeared liao......

There's a problem with my commenting system......

Monday, the first time I missed a ktm station when I was heading back home. I had a nap on the train and when I woke up I was just passed the Putra station and I suppose to stop at Bank Negara station.....so pity.....and it was about to rain. Luckily I needed not to wait so long at Sentul station to go back to Bank Negara station and caught a bus before the rain started. The rain started to fall and there was a very cute and pretty sitting beside me actually she was about 60cm from my right (we were sitting at the back seats). The rain became heavier and heavier and all the passengers who sat beside the windows had to push the windows up and the condition in the bus was stuff because the air couldn't flow in or out. The rain was too heavy and the rain was splashing in so she and her friend had to move a bit closer to me. In my situation also the same as the rain was splashing in I had to sit a bit righter. 60c....50cm....40cm....30cm....10cm...finally the distance between she and I only was only 10 cm. Should I go and ask for her numbers? I wished I was brave enough. I said to myself if she stopped at Wangsa Permai then I'll go for her but she wasn't.....and the story ended here.

Today I went back to Subang's McDonald's to do the second surveying. I reached there at about 11.45pm and only Coby was there. Yesterday when I suggested to meet at 12pm all people disagreed and espeacially Joann, she looked unplesant with my suggestion but today all the people were late beside Coby only.
When Seng reached there I keep playing with his digital camera although it only has 1.5 megapixel but it's very fun. When I took myself pictures I think I look ugly...I didn't comb my hair.....many pimples on my face....how to improve worr....I don't want to be like that!!! And finally Coby told me the truth when we were in his house....he was only bluffing about I'm the handsome in the class said Sainam (her name should be spelled like this).

I'm now working on the design of my new blog because I wanted to have my own .com. I copied the designs of CyberKenny.com but after Seng said something to me I decided to change it. I think my new blog probably will only be released when I have registered my .com but......should I go for a .com? Every year I'll have to pay for it worr.....and there are plenty of free weblog services.